ichi, ni, san

(FYI: that's 1-2-3 in japanese n00bs XD)

the end of the 2nd trimester is coming up FAST. next friday is gonna be the start of the final trimester, and i cannot express the immediate fear that strikes me when i say that. -shudder- seriously, since when was high school THIS frightening? yeah, that's right, i'm still in high school. whodathunk it?

i have two finals coming up next friday as well...and it's on that day that i have to turn in the list of classes that i wish to take next year. i have to earn drama AND FOOKING MUSIC CREDIT TO GRADUATE. i know i have another year to do so, but it's better to do that earlier than later.

i'm hoping to get photography as an elective last year. it's stupid that i didn't get in. :\

and i'm praying that i make the right decision in deciding to be in honors english next year. i've never been in an honors class before, but if i want to do something relating to writing in college, an honors class will look very promising on an application, now won't it?

speaking of english and writing, fanfiction has been going at a steady pace over the course of these past two weeks. i'm amazed in myself, actually. i didn't think that i'd take the time to settle down and type away like i used to...but i go to bed earlier than 3 AM now, which frightens me very much... XO

ah, well. not much i can do about it. i've come to the realization that i'm growing, and learning, and therefore life is bitching harder than ever. but life will continue. i just can't wait to leave the house, to tell you the truth. it's rather exciting when i think about it. i really just want to be able to live on my own and travel to different states as i please; have different job to PAY for said traveling would be nice...

(can you say JAMBA JUICE??)

mm. i'd like a jamba juice...but i think i'm gaining weight again so it technically wouldn't do me much good, now would it?

AMERICAN IDOL. watch it? hella. HELLA.

i said HELLA!!!!

dude, the girls this year suck BALLS. the guys, they're SO MUCH BETTER. i do not kid. david archuleta and david hernandez have my vote, lemme tell ya. the two are sexy stud muffins and their voices just don't compare to the others. i WAS rooting for that aussie dude...but his ego shot through the roof and he became an over confident ASSHOLE.

boy do i love simon and ryan seacrest. the two are secretly besties behind the scenes, i swear. (maybe even more...than that...OH SNAP)

and so i leave to listen to a kingdom hearts podcast that i listen to monthly. although it DOES BUG ME GREATLY that they have "news" on it that is obviously rumor...i hate it when that happens. :\ but i wrote a testimonial to them and i'm praying that it's going to be read. and if it isn't, well, that would suck. i spoke a lot about how much i loved axel and roxas and how kingdom hearts shaped my life for the better.

do i TOTALLY sound like some sort of maniacal person speaking to a guru for mental help? yeah. that's strange.

off i go to procrastinate...

LLAMA is MAH LUVAH <3